*hugs* i can imagine how much that phone call must have freaked you out. obviously there are two ways this could go....
it could be that nothing happened with this man, maybe you don't remember because this wasnt a significant time in your childhood so you havent held on to those memories.
or he could have abused you and you have repressed the memories. in which case i would agree with above post..get some counselling and talk about it as much as you can.
it seems like it's important for you to know either way and help you to understand why you feel tha way you do right now.
you're doing really well by not cutting, especially with all that you are going through...stay strong hun.
take care xoxoxox
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