I know I need to do something but I don't know what or how to. No one will help pay for my horses to the point when I was in hospital I had so much time off I ended up on half pay my parents refused to help me pay for the horses because the said I put myself in that situation and messed everything up so I could sort it. I am finding it hard to do anything though my horses aren't getting nearly enough work or attention at the moment. I just really don't know what to do now.at the moment I'm sat in the staff room trying to keep myself together but I can feel the panic there's 12 people in here and its too many for me. All of them I know and work with but I'm still struggling with it arggg I'm really struggling with life right now
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