Thanks.
I gave blood for the first time today. It was overall a really positive and worthwhile experience but...
Being asked the questions about sex was quite distressing and I felt like crying and punching myself but didn't. I'm trying to stop thinking about it now. Also, when I was at the table having and drink and biscuit afterwards the staff swapped over who was watching/looking after us and it reminded me of being on constant obs in hospital which is currently making me a bit upset.
Life is a big trigger. I feel very vulnerable. I hate myself.
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