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I'm not really expecting any replies to this because it's quite specific. I was wondering if anyone has lost their twin sibling? My twin died when she was born and although I don't have any conscious memory of being with her I still feel like I have lost something huge. I have been brought up to involve my twin in daily life, my Mum and myself used to talk about her and I was encouraged to talk to my twin at the end of the day. I still talk to her because I want to believe that she is with me in some way and that she helps me through life. I don't think I want to let go of this but I don't know how to soothe some of the feelings I have. It's like a part of me is missing. I'm going to join the lone twin network so i'll be able to connect with people who have also lost a twin.