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one_step_closer · 30-11-2019, 06:48 PM

I can't explain my pain to anyone but I really don't want to have it stuck inside. My CPN said she is about next week if I need to phone her. I do need to phone her but don't know if I can. She's off the following week. I'm seeing my support worker on Monday but I don't feel able to talk to her much. I'm absolutely pathetic. Life is way too much for me. I want to be able to properly self harm to get some relief.

30-11-2019, 06:48 PM	#1882
one_step_closer The Shadow of the Day Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Scotland	I can't explain my pain to anyone but I really don't want to have it stuck inside. My CPN said she is about next week if I need to phone her. I do need to phone her but don't know if I can. She's off the following week. I'm seeing my support worker on Monday but I don't feel able to talk to her much. I'm absolutely pathetic. Life is way too much for me. I want to be able to properly self harm to get some relief.
	I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much. Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass. You didn't come this far just to come this far.