Im one of ten singers in my church worship group, and i feel so hypocritical on a sunday morning stood infront of everyone, knowing what is on my arms that no one else sees.
But i believe in God, and i love him...i just struggle a lot and i dont see any other way out of things than the way i have. A lot of sundays i feel like a failure. But then again thats what the church is...a big group of self-confessed sinners...i suppose i fit in well.
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