I don't think she'll be able to give me an appointment but I need to try hard to phone her.
I'm really struggling. I need some communication with someone kind and understanding. I don't think I can use Breathing Space web chat again because that was a complete failure the last time. The best thing to do would be to talk to someone on the phone. I am allowed to phone crisis and if I can't talk on the phone they will consider visiting me since I live close to their office but I don't know if I can do the initial phone call and if they came I'd end up still not being able to say anything and would just waste their time. I feel so alone even though there are services around, it's hard for me to access them.