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Old 07-07-2019, 11:42 PM   #6
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I know what I’m going is dangerous and I have tried to not do it but I have felt dodo unproductive with a brain that feels foggy 24/7, I don’t want feel **** when I’m doing stuff, it’s been lovely to be interested in music again, it’s been lovely to watch full move or tv show, to read that book and not be just scrolling through social media apps all day m. It’s been lovely to be able to get something completed and that’s what I’m gong to mention when I see my doctor.
I’m going to say that it’s taken me since 2008 to and complete a degree and I’ve never completed a full project at home, never really had full interest in some and kept at like dance, I got endless unfinished projects sitting on my to do list, unanswered emails, letters that I have not written and books that I have got past the second chapter. It would take ages to be on task and focus..

Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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