Pls bare with me. Sex talk
I told K to buy something for sex, without going into too much details, I knew it would hurt but didn't tell her and during sex it hurt so bad and I cried. I'm still having pain down there since. Which is what happened after that night nearly 2 years ago
I told her Harder and harder till she realised I was crying because we were holding eachother she didn't know it was tears of pain.
I feel so fucking bad. I'm a cunt why would I do something like that too the woman I love.
I essentially made her hurt me.
We talked about it and she's so pure she told me talk to her about my feeling and thoughts with her beacuse we're a partnership, a team.