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Old 28-05-2019, 06:54 PM   #8
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I do this every day, every morning I go over in my head. " things will be okay, I will feel positive, there is light under the tunnel and go over things that I am grateful. I will get this project done I will work on my self-esteem and boost productivity. I even wonder at times if I have bipolar disorder (internalized version)

I have even spoken to my psychiatrist about this and she's referred me on to a psychologist but nothing has happened and ended up referring on the jobseeking employment specialist when I am not flipping on that remit at the moment.
MH first problems second. What she needs to get into her skull that the problems (friendship problems are now fixed, I have online contact, I have graham that's enough for an introvert. I even get overly tired when I have three members of the family
I am not focusing on the jobseeking as I am not job seeker... perhaps when I am physically more well enough.... and mentally too.
What affects me more mentally is living with chronic pain all the time..... no break from the bastard.

Last edited by yoyogirl : 28-05-2019 at 07:01 PM.

Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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