Originally Posted by
Pi.R^2
Hey ashee, it sounds really confusing and distressing to not know exactly what happened. From what you have described and the fear you recall feeling it does sound as though something very not OK was going on.
How are these memories impacting on your life currently? Do you still have any contact with the person in question?
Part of me wants to know exactly because it's distressing not knowing. But part of me worries that if anything else happened and I found out, I'd feel worse than I currently do.
I get a lot of flashbacks, nightmares etc. I've relapsed with self-harm and I'm on medication for depression and anxiety. I occasionally have contact with the person but I make sure I'm never alone and I avoid them as much as possible