Mother's day isn't coming up til in May..I hates my grandmother and she is making it worse! She always getting on my nerves all the time..
I did even remember that in the past the things she did to me..I was really little and she didn't take me in the bath or shower, she has a cloth with the water all over me when I was on the toilet (lids closed). she went all over my body and I hates it..does that abuse or anything? when she talks like that but was it a verbal abuse?
My grandfather spanked my butt when I got a older like 18 or 19 years old because I hates that he was "checking on me" and I got mad at him then he goes in and spanked my butt and got really upset..it's making me self-harm (which I never do in the past) but now, I do so it was an ex-cutter anyway, it was on and off sometimes but not all the times and often..I feel like that they letting me down before I letting them down because of my abuser cousin:S.
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