Is it possible that while there's plenty of people who need the support, you also deserve support too, even if you don't see yourself as unwell? Struggling, coping, unwell, or well, everyone deserves to have support.
I hope you can speak to someone to find out what their concerns are and what steps you can take to avoid hospital. I know it's hard when presented with such limited options and neither are ideal. I guess sometimes it's going with the lesser of two evils of whichever option sucks less. Maybe also when you speak to someone you can ask if there are other options worth exploring? Didn't you do a day program at some point? Or staying with your mum and Jasmine for a few days? I dunno. Maybe there are other options that exist, your providers just haven't thought through them yet.
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