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Old 09-06-2012, 10:05 PM   #4
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Isle of Wight
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Ive tried everything ive seen nearly every person we have on the island theyre running out of different people for me to see. No they havent diagnosed me because they just keep saying they dont know, ive told them im suicidal they said they dont know. Ive been in the services for years now and theyve always said they dont know. I just dont think theres anything they can do to help me anymore. I dont want to be alive.
I cant afford a private therapist as i have 2 horses and am currently paying someone else to look after them as i am no longer able to. I go up as much as I can and ride but thats all I can do.
My care coordinater doesnt help either though he just keep telling me its all self inflicted and i need to sort myself out. When i told him about my self harm and he asked what i do he told me i was stupid and it took a lot for me to tell them everything.
I just dont know how i can do this anymore im trying so hard to sort things out and things keep knocking me back down again



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