I'm sure other people don't see you as a pointless burden, I'm sorry you feel that way about yourself. It's also not a failure to need support from the CMHT again, you've been through a lot and MH problems can make things extra difficult through no fault of your own. I hope they can offer you whatever support you need.
I don't think it sounds harsh to feel like you can't deal with your Mum at the moment. Can anyone speak to her on your behalf? Does she know anything at all about how awful you're feeling?
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