[[Luna]]

Things are not good and I feel completely empty.
I don’t want to eat, I’m struggling to sleep, I have no interest in anything.
I just feel like I’m going through the motions.
I just feel like something has given up. I don’t want to be here. It all just hurts.
I’ve been a hurting myself nearly everyday for about two weeks. I think about self harming constantly. I do it whenever I have a chance to be alone. I don’t really want to stop.

The thing is, I have to keep going. My children need me to keep going.
My family (wife, mum, brother, extended family) are all really struggling right now and they need me to be ok.
So I’m forcing myself through life. Pretending that I’m ok but I’m not.
I don’t want to do it anymore but I have to and I feel really trapped.