Man doesn't it feel like such a hassel to get "help?"
I feel yop0u with the reading thing... it's like you don;t let someone in and don't whisper thoughts at fear of someone hearing them.
Now you gotta talk about them to someone who probably doesn't care... Keep trying to find someone to talk to if they are weenies. I like the broad i talk to sometimes... Shes ok but I can't understand her accent.. maybe that's why i like her so much ehehe
Keep you chin up sweets :)
Thing's always get better even if you have to do it your self too