Haven't spoken to anyone about it recently or as in depth
Dnt believe in an afterlife really so death is the end to me very final no going back. An emotional death might mean no feelings or feeling like I can't come back from this like mentally and emotionally I would mayb b in ruins I dunno its juts kinda this feeling of ending. Not too sure how to focus on living more it's not much of a life right now in some ways but today was a good day I barely thought about anything negative and I met my grandad who I haven't seen in ages n he treated me to lunch so it's not all bad. Mayb I'm thinking about endings coz my care coordinator has just left without any warning n now I have to start new with someone else sorry for my long reply and thank you for responding
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