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Old 24-01-2020, 08:10 PM   #116
Wir und die Todten reiten schnell.
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Join Date: Jul 2012
Location: Wales
I am currently:

I don't know. At least it won't feel like I want things I can't have.

I can't get over the P stuff. I feel broken. I was right, I'm nothing, and never meant anything. P never looked forward to seeing me. No one looks forward to seeing me. I'm a chore.

I can't relax. I haven't been able to relax in a long time. I feel anxious and unsafe and on edge all the time. Can't focus long enough on things that don't occupy all my attention.


If I only could
make a deal with God.

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