Why can't disappearing completely be a thing? I don't know if the other CPN will be able to phone me on Monday and I don't know if she'll hear me because it's usually only my own CPN who does and sometimes she doesn't either.
And I'm very worried about my brother too.
Everything gets worse day by day.
I do feel like I'm being tortured. I need to find a way out because I can't deal with anything.
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