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temptation
Yesterday, alcohol was a mere reach away. I visited my cousin (she's thirteen) and went into her apartment...there were open containers everywhere. I wanted nothing more than every drop that was in the place. I have five months of continuous sobriety and this is the first time I've been in that type of situation. I didn't really expect to crave alcohol. I thought I worked a better program than that. It hit me really hard and it's been really tough shaking off the craving. I have alcohol in my house which is even more difficult. I need some support to get me through this craving. I do not want to drink, but...those of you who are alcoholic know what I mean. A head full of recovery does not go well with a belly full of alcohol...so I hear, of course.
Thanks. Support would be greatly appreciated.
-Lexie
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