Im really sorry that your having such a difficult time. We are all here for you atthis difficult time. We will do ourvery best tosupport you for as long as you need it. Have you sat down with your boyfriend and told him how you feel? He needs to know how you feel.
We all care about you somuch we really do. Please dont give up you can get through this. I know that your going through an incredibly difficult time. But you can get through this. Please dont blame yourself for any of this none of this is your fault at all.
Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxx