How are you doing? Have you managed to sort anything more suitable for you yet? Do any of your friends have space to allow you to stay for a bit?
It is scary feeling like you are/are supposed to be a 'real adult.' You are doing lots of big stuff right now and it will take some getting used to. I'm not sure if anyone really is a full and proper functioning adult though, we all need help with different things and do some things better than others. It's ok to ask for help if you need it and it's ok to not feel entirely on top of adult things. What does being a real adult mean to you?