This has probably been covered...sorry
But well this may sound dumb, but when I cut, I feel so bad, it says in the bible that out body is a temple, yet when I injure myself or something, I feel like a failure, I feel bad for doing so. Feel that it will anger God. When I injure, I can't think of God as I feel too embarrassed, thats terrible I know. As soon as it's happened, I have to ask for forgiveness for myself, feel pretty bad about it. Am really struggling with things at the moment, and although I haven't hurt for a few months, the thoughts are there, and it is getting harder not to do it.
Sorry, just wondered if anyone else feels this way.