I'm so sorry hun. I wasn't even thinking about giving advice about showing in front of parents...I ended up telling my parents that when they make a big deal about it, it just makes me feel worse because then I focus on it and know that I've let them down even more. Try telling your mom that the best thing for her to do is not mention it and assure her you'll talk to her if you need/want to? It took awhile for my parents to actually do that and trust me to go to them, but eventually they ended up realizing that bringing it up and specifically asking about my scars didn't help anything.
I'm sorry you're feeling that way. You aren't a disappointment, but I know where you're coming from. I think the majority of us have felt that way. My advice would be to find something you love to do, and get relief from that. Or take a nap. *HUGS*
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