At least your horses help give you a reason to keep fighting. I'm not going to tell you to sell them because I know how much animals can mean to a person. Is there any other way you could get some help from someone else to help you pay for the horses? Maybe if you can do that you might be able to look for a different job. Obviously you don't have to do anything you don't want to because you know what's best for you, but if you aren't healthy then you wont be able to do any of the things you'd like to do (work, your horses, ect.)
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