Fell off the wagon
I had gone 5 days without cutting, I thought I was doing so well. The feeling had always been there though.
Last night however I lay in bed and I was already feeling low about myself and my husband was snoring his head off next to me, I crept out of bed and went and did it, it felt like such a relief at the time but I feel real guilty now.
Feel so low at the moment, just lay in bed crying all day so far, husband is out so he can't see me.
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