[maddie.101]

I’ve always struggled with body image and feeling like i’m not skinny enough. So i started intermittent fasting. But sometimes i would slip up and snack. When ever that would happen i would cut. I wouldn’t cut because i’m depressed but because i hate myself and i want the scar. I want the scar to be a reminder of the promise i made to eat better and i wanted it as a reminder of all the times i have failed to keep this promise. I’m not really sure what this is because i don’t cut because i’m depressed, i cut because i want the scars as a reminder. I don’t know if this would be classified as some type of an eating disorder? Any input would be appreciated.
Thank you

-Maddie