Thanks for the replies/support. I know i need to eat but its a compromise. a negotiation. I am drinking though. I just want to go home. They honestly can't do anything to help me. i'm being punished because of the IA and that posing a threat. Im angry, I saw Paul who I created, I know that might sound strange, but yeah, i made him so he would help me expose the Researchers but i was too frightened to go looking for him. There was my chance!
I'm always going to be too frightened to go out. A patient nearly well she pushed me this morning. Things aren't right at the moment.
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