Thank you, they looking for volunteering for me, maybe apprenticeships? Who knows. I did the opposite of isolating and the supervisor who I have banter with told me Id knocked on their door like 5 times, embarrassed she kept count. Only was knocking cause I could feel an anxiety attack coming and was crying about wanting to leave and move into my own flat but their response was you obviously need us cause you're knocking.
I'm so tired, K is doing her third year exams and I think she's struggling and I haven't seen her 4 weeks because of that. I miss her and want to be with her but don't want to stress her out so giving her space, booked a weekend break after her exams and I can't fucking wait. Again I'm so tired. Don't know what else to do