I think it's one of the few things i do that counts as self care.
The constable finally called back after months, he's gonna try and meet me next week, he's a very elusive man but understandable. I scared, but need closure, even though it no doubt will make me relive everything I just need to know that I tried.
And on top of that I have a horrible UTI and peed myself Infront of K, i mean she was so good about it and held me and took care of me when I sobbed. I keep on doing it, they're seeing if they can get me a gp appointment.
Feel horrible, and not sleeping. Just here to vent