[SilentBoy]

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Originally Posted by one_step_closer

That's a lot for you to be carrying alone, and it shouldn't really be your responsibility but I understand that now that you have that knowledge there's no going back. Where did you get the letters from? Is there someone else in your family who knows about things that you could maybe confide in? I hope you can find a way to cope and feel better without turning to smoking or cutting, you deserve to continue with recovery.

I found them in my flat. I took over the lease from my dad and they were in an envelope of papers and other junk I found when sorting through his stuff.

I did manage to do something other than cutting but did have a few smokes