Still mute. Currently distracting myself by loading my mp3 up with more music and a audio book of torchwood red skies can't find my Dr who audio book s which is really annoying me especially as there read by David Tennant who is awesome. I'm doing this incase I end up in hospital. I need my music it helps a lot and the audio book might come in handy when I want a story I keep loosing concentration or loosing my place if I read at present which is a shame. I have a Dr's appointment tomorrow afternoon with a different Dr as mine was off sick today. Tomorrow s apt is with a female so that's good. I'm nervous about it. I might still end up at a and e if things get worse then following that I may end up being admitted to a mental health ward f knows where tho as there's no blinking beds anywhere. I need to pack a bag incase I need to go in it makes me feel calmer more prepared n in control a bit more
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