Hey, did I recorded interview/statement with the police, have them all the info I could. I'm exhausted, emotionally and physically but that could be the anemia. I spend hours and hours obsessing about finding him first on social media, I thought if I saw his face, you kbow, I dont even know that I would think . His face has been a blur in the flashbacks and nightmares but I found someone who possibly could be guy, similar name and background and address. Obsessive. So I deleted Facebook. To try and give myself a break. I'm just tired and sad, and k my gf isn't doing so well and it's hard taking care of both of us, but she does the same. I'm scared and experiences are coming back but not as bad thank god, some voices but nothing too haunting. Sorry I'm tired just need to vent again
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