hi guys i havent been here long but like need people to talk to as i had relapsed lastnight after being si free for over 2 years...I was out with some friends yesterday and it was easy to forget about what happend earlier in the day it was like easy to forget the arguement i had with my partner as she's really controlling such as telling me my outfits are to short or i'm makin it easy for guys to like look at me an do stuff which is kinda hurtful but like when i got home from work she started another arguement with me over accidently having one of my cuts on show an she went all argumentative on me saying that i dont think of what it does to her but she doesnt realise that it is my way of release...it's like i said i havent si'd in over 2 years an i have one relapse ans she goes all crazy an starts yelling at me...sorry i had to get it out but all help an suggestions are very much apprieciated xx
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