Those are a lot of worries to have, and they are still mights not definite so it's a shame that you're getting caught up in that worry. It's good that you have Mass to go to, maybe you could try and focus on that and the walk rather than the bad things that you fear might happen. You've been doing really well, you are stronger than the urges etc, and I hope that with time you find it less of a fight.
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