i should be dead.i should never have been born.kill this evil flesh and set my soul to go to hell where i belong.this world is torture,mabye thats why im here,because i deserve it,i deserve to be tortured,so im alive.if there were mercy for me,i never would have been born in the first place,the very fact of my existience is a torment to me and i never wanted it.my life is a nightmare,throw it to the crows and let them pick it apart and eat my soul.my soul is evil,i should never have been created,i should never have been allowed to come into being.i want to cut giant bloody holes into myself and get rid of it.get rid of everything.i want my brain to disintergrate,never to rise again,never to do harm to anyone ever again.the end,finto,goodbye.i wish there was a way i could make it so i was never born.i hate myself and my life and i want to die
Drew