I am broken beyond repair. What options do I have left if nothing has worked?
I am sad. I am storing up pills. I am cutting severely. I am regularly taking slightly too many other pills because I'm in severe pain all day every day at present.
Please can people help me see viable options. Bearing in mind I have to work full time to afford to live.
And I am exhausted. But there's a fireworks display going on less than a mile from my house so I can't sleep.
The only option is to apply to the Netherlands for euthanasia.