This week is being a disaster. I've ended up in a and e from self harm, had an awful pain clinic appointment and broken down sobbing at work twice and my boss told me today I'm not allowed to cry at work any more all while I was sobing on the floor because of the way she spoke to me. My boss is a bully. I nearly walked out today. And I don't care but why beat up the people who turn up to work and work hard and don't moan? And my mum just talked about herself when I rang her and disnt listen when I said on sepa rate occasions that I'm mentally not good and not coping.
I'm sad. I'm very down and feel suicidal but without a plan. And to top it off my CPN is off sick and they could take up to 6 months to offer an explanation to the formal complaint I made to them.
Nothing seems worth living for.
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