What do you have to lose? EVERYTHING. You've seen where I've been. Do you want to go there too? It is anything but safe. And that's what 'letting things run their course' will do.
You saw it. You actually more than saw it..you were there right in front of me. Literally. And I think that you seeing me there triggered your ED and I am SO sorry for that. Please don't let it hurt you and your recovery. If anything, let it scare you. Please, love, let what you saw and what you still see scare the hell out of you. You don't want your life to come to this.
Please be strong for me, baby because if you let this get you, I don't know if I'll be strong enough to be there for you like you were for me. And that scares me. Remember, best friends can't be best friends if the other is dead. Let's have an apple date asap. I think we both need one bad.
I'm here. And I don't want to be harsh. But I love you.