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Old 11-12-2011, 08:30 AM   #9
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It is frustrating and exhausting. Because you're right....part of me knows something is up...but I can rationalize every bit of it. It's like I'm fighting with myself constantly and it's easier to just ignore the little part that says this could be an issue. I'm just tired of it. Tired of trying to figure things out and talk through them. I know that's weak of me...but I just want to not care. I really want to not care and let things take their course. Because I feel defeated. I feel like trying isn't getting me anywhere and it'd be so much easier to do what feels right and safe and at this point, what have I got to lose? Especially if I can just tell myself I don't have a problem and stop all the fighting with myself and conflicting emotion.

Be Strong, Be Smart, Be Proud
Live Honorably and With Dignity
and Just Hold On....

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