That is true np. Things have the potential to improve here it just all feels so alien and I have no friends.
I'm out of my depth with the new job. I'm going to get my text book out today and try and decipher what I have to do with some equipment etc.
Cutting here would be a disaster. I'm not even sure if the MIU here would treat it as I cut severely. And as I can't drive yet I'd have to get the bus to a city to get it sorted at an a and e. I know its not the answer but it's how I cope. I have had no mh support for a while now and I'm struggling with the man.