Sorry if this is a really dumb question, because I don't totally know how a CTO works there. But can you make a mental health directive of sorts? Like of your wishes (i.e. not to take clozapine again, to stay in your own independent housing, etc.) so that they know what are the most important priorities for you? I can only imagine the CTO must really suck and it can make it hard to trust them, but maybe there are still ways to make sure your rights and priorities get taken into consideration? I know for me sometimes if I have big worries like that, planning for the worst actually helps because then I know if it happens, I've already got a plan for how to handle it.
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