Thankyou for your lovely reply. I have seen the doctor and printed off the above post. He's signed me off work until Thursday to give me some time, back to counseling I go and he also agrees that I may have BPD.
I realise I have a problem and that the SH isn't the way to go but I'm not entirely sure I will ever find another coping mechanism. I probably won't hear anything from the counseling for the next few months anyway if past experience is anything to go by.
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