I'm feeling extremely bad today and I really don't even know why. I'm in a very dark place right now! I even called out of work today to take a "mental health day." That's an extremely big deal to me. I hate to miss work and as I've said in the past making money is kind of the only thing I have going for me right now. Honestly just want to crawl into a hole and die at this point! I've given up on ever feeling happy ever again!
It’s not even about COVID-19 at this point. I just feel more alone than ever and have so much pain inside!
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