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bleeding black · 25-04-2012, 06:47 AM

Thanks Ritzi,
I did have a good time with my grandparents and dogs. I'm exhausted now though.

I'm trying to fight I think, but I can't work out which side I'm fighting for. I know they are professionals and wouldn't talk crap to me but a little voice in my head tells me they are lying, saying it as a joke. That I'm huge, fat and disgusting. It's hard to think rationally. The nurses say that's because I'm not getting enough nutrients for my brain to function properly. I don't know.
Very confusing.

Thanks for responding, you are of use, most definitely. Thank you.

25-04-2012, 06:47 AM	#69
bleeding black lost boys Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Australia I am currently:	Thanks Ritzi, I did have a good time with my grandparents and dogs. I'm exhausted now though. I'm trying to fight I think, but I can't work out which side I'm fighting for. I know they are professionals and wouldn't talk crap to me but a little voice in my head tells me they are lying, saying it as a joke. That I'm huge, fat and disgusting. It's hard to think rationally. The nurses say that's because I'm not getting enough nutrients for my brain to function properly. I don't know. Very confusing. Thanks for responding, you are of use, most definitely. Thank you.