Thanks guys, I miss you all so much, I'm glad ryl is still such a caring community.
Jenna, I told her about the seductive stickers and she was just as confused as to why I gave them to you as you were. Gosh that was like 7 years ago or something. Madness.
I do feel a bit self destructive, and have been doing things which I feel doesnt count as self harm but ultimately is. I've spoke to my cpn about it and we're working through it tomorrow. Just all boils down to what happened and the fact the anniversary is coming up makes me scared and anxious. I feel like I bottling all these emotions up and soon I'll explode which is classic Mary.
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