I can relate to this so much. I had a twin but she died 4 days after we were born. Whenever I have mentioned to people that I feel a massive loss having lost her I get told that I can't possibly miss her because I never knew her. I feel 100% the same as you do - that a part of you is missing.
I was never encouraged to talk about her though, infact my parents and I have never really talked about her. I'm sorry I don't have any advice for this. But you're not alone...I could have written most of your post!
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