Chels? I dont know about you but one leads to another.
I guess when youve been without chocolate for so long you lose the urge to eat it, you dont crave chocolate so much....its addictive.
I think cutting is an addiction too in that its the only way we know how to cope. We use it to calm our thoughts and feelings for a while until they start to run riot and yet again the urge comes forth. Its all about learning how to cope with those thoughts and feelings so we dont get that urge and craving again and again. God knows how though!
God knows a load of crap is coming out of my head right now.
Im just so sorry you too find your self in that place.
Hugs and squidges my dear
Try to keep safe
xx rowie xx
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