whats the point
Im really tired of life now i spent 3 weeks in hospital not long ago and they put me on meds then on discharge took me off them i have been told this is because they dont know how to help or what to do but as an inpatient they have to be seen to do something.
They had me there as a voluntary patient but when i said i was going home they said no , they wanted me to stay but didnt want to section me as they didnt know what to do.
I am currently seeing 7 different therapists/doctors/nurses none of who know how to help me.
Im at the lowest ive ever been. Last year I attempted suicide 4 times, still no one would help. People are only around when dont want help and I want to kill myself to stop me but when i need help they all disappear.
So whats the point in my living anymore? No one wants me around. no one can help me.
Ive tried to ring my care co ordinater everyday this week and had no answer and now i am at a point where i just cant cope. Ive tried talking to the crisis line they tell me they cant help i need to talk to my care coordinater.
I just dont know what to do anymore im trying so hard and things just get worse
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